You know, keeping things a secret is pointless and useless. wanna know why? because secrets get out and people never think that they will. I can keep a secret because I am a private person. when people who usually share their everyday life with everyone loudly and think that they can keep a secret, they are usually wrong. i live with a group of 42 and know the people on my floor the best, no surprise, but the thing is, secrets here spread like wild fire. you cant stop them so just get out of their way and just wait for it to be over. whats the worst that could happen? people will judge you, yes. they may look at you differently, most definitely. however you are you, you most likely did whatever you did, however in the next week, no one is going to remember this because another debacle or situation will come up and you'll be forgotten. the thing that i laugh at is the people that feel the need to be a part of every small thing. i feel bad for you on one hand, however, not on the other because i know that you are willingly doing it. when you repeat yourself multiple times a day and then when i heard the same thing weeks after the conversation is over; i know: along with other people that have been paying attention to you, that you really have nothing better to say and you want to draw attention to yourself... again. the thing is, when you draw attention to yourself people look at you and ask questions... you get those fleeting moments of feeling special. congratulations, let the next person talk, don't just bowl them over and keep talking about things that people have already heard about because; i'll call you on it. You can tell that i have a lot to say, and most of it isn't repeated.
Secrets come out; so dont keep secrets especially when they are pointless and stupid and the fact that you did something stupid in the first place and try to hide it... doesn't help. its like a murderer hiding a dead body in their house and inviting all of their friends for dinner and a sleepover... stupid. Get the secret out, clear the air, and fucking own it. Maybe then i wont have to hear about 97268262762 sides of the exact same story that it gives me a migraine that i do not need (midterms next week) because i gots shit to do!
I love being included, really i do, i love giving advice (mainly because i cannot take advice) and i love being there for you, but i think that its time to bury the hatchet and just get over yourself or selves... its not fun for me, or for anyone else who aren't involved, because like i said. secrets travel and its chances that everyone will know about whatever happened by the end of the day. we all have cell phones... gotta love gloabalization at work! :)
anyway, enough of my rant (you all know i'm right, don't bother arguing) i might go to bed... or face this little problem in the face... we'll have to see. actually, i don't really care, i'm ready to get on with my life...
enjoy yours
F.F
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